The Sobering Reality: A Journey Beyond Alcohol Addiction
Once an avid party-goer and drinker, I’ve spent a significant portion of my life drowning in alcohol.
My days used to revolve around shots, beers, and margaritas. My friends and I drank to get drunk, to get wasted, and to black out. Our lives were a nonstop party, saturated with alcohol. We lived by a mantra: the more alcohol in our bodies, the better. We partied hard and continuously, our social activities dictated by the availability of alcohol.
However, I’ve come to recognize the debilitating toll this lifestyle takes on one’s health and wellbeing.
I can recall days when I’d consume 30 shots. A majority of my time was spent in a hazy stupor, questioning where the next shot or beer was coming from. Our lives were dominated by the pursuit of alcohol-induced highs, with every waking moment focused on when and where we’d get our next drink. This isn’t an isolated experience; many of us have lived this way, our existence essentially derivative of our alcohol consumption.
At the ripe age of 32, I’ve realized the devastating impact of my past habits. (liver failure).
Drinking and partying used to be the cornerstone of my life, my identity even. But the harsh truth is, it’s a lifestyle that eventually extracts a hefty price. It’s like running on a treadmill that’s gradually increasing in speed; you may keep up initially, but eventually, you’re bound to stumble and fall. And when you do, it’s not a soft landing. It’s a crash that leaves you battered, broken, and desperately gasping for air.
For those trapped in the loop of excessive drinking, there’s a way out. There are resources available, like Beyond Sober and Sober Not Sober, to help you navigate the tumultuous journey towards sobriety. It’s a path that demands courage, resilience, and unwavering determination. But I assure you, every step is worth the sweat and tears.
I’ve embarked on this journey myself, trading shots for sobriety, hangovers for health, and parties for peace of mind. It’s a challenging transition, but it’s a fulfilling one. If you’re struggling with alcohol addiction, remember you’re not alone. There’s help, there’s hope, and there’s a life beyond alcohol.
My name is Kohdi, and I’m living proof of this.
